Everyday I yearn for sugar!

Even though my cholesterol is way too high, I still yearn for high carp sweet foods. Everyday I end up eating way too much junk that keeps my cholesterol high! It's a sick diabolical trait I have. I blame no one else. It's too late for that. I'm an adult. I have to take responsibility for who and what I am. Right now I am about to go out an get something high in carbs and sugar. Why? Because I have no control. I'm addicted. Yes, I need help! I have to get over this sugar addiction. I have to get my cholesterol down!